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I really miss you.

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This day is just too tiring for me, both in a good and bad way. A lot of things happened and I don’t even know where to start, so please forgive this post for being unorganized.

1. SoComsci Induction

- FAIL, I must say. I was assigned in a station with Earl and there were a lot of not-so-good things that happened. I don’t want to elaborate further, it’s not that big of a deal. Hahaha. But it was still fun especially the tambay session afterwards with my blockmates!

2. SoComsci Acquaintance Party

- FUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNN!!!!! Seriously. I love this bunch! And we were so ‘bibo’, all of us! There’s just so much laughter going on earlier. Haha.


- I’m such a dork. I was actually waiting for you earlier. Get ready for the dork-er trivia: You’re one of the reasons why I went in the first place hahahaha but you’re not there hahahahaha =))


- There was this game and yeah, I won’t tell you the details. If you were there and you know me enough, you’ll probably know what ‘game’ I am talking about. I just… I was trying to get rid of having an interaction with him because I know that just the slightest interaction will cause my friends to tease me. Matagal ng wala. I’m not into him for quite a time now and my friends can’t seem to believe in that. But please, I really really want to stop the teasing and everything. It was long gone and I hate that some people thinks that I’m dying over him. Oh God.


- As much as I want to, I really can’t talk about it right now. I just want to say that I love them and I feel like hugging each one of them right now.


Oh stop it, you! :”“”“”“”“> Hahahaha. I’m such a dork. I know super babaw lang pero kinikilig talaga ko hahahahahahahahahaha. The last time I saw you was way back in our enrollment period so I’m really happy with our little online interactions right now. Let’s stay like this please? I hope we can also talk in person, that would be really really great. Hehehehehehe god, I feel so giddy right now  =))))

Sometimes, I really feel nothing towards you anymore. I stopped trying to impress you, I stopped trying to get every chance that I can to talk to you, I stopped making efforts just to have an interaction with you. So I’m pretty sure that whatever it is that I’m feeling now, it’s wayyyy less than before. Because I already stopped trying.
But the fact still remains that I still get butterflies whenever we have a close interaction with each other. I still look around for you. I still want to be updated about your life.
Maybe my feelings are really lesser than before. Maybe I just already stopped trying to get to you but it doesn’t necessarily mean that I feel nothing anymore. Maybe I will always care about you but I’m no longer a part of team that will fight for you. Maybe I just gave up. And believe it or not, I’m happier with this set up.

The timing in which people enter your life is very important. —(via boyirl)

I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy

because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless

and they don’t want anyone else to feel like that.

—Robin Williams (via seyttan)