Oh stop it, you! :”“”“”“”“> Hahahaha. I’m such a dork. I know super babaw lang pero kinikilig talaga ko hahahahahahahahahaha. The last time I saw you was way back in our enrollment period so I’m really happy with our little online interactions right now. Let’s stay like this please? I hope we can also talk in person, that would be really really great. Hehehehehehe god, I feel so giddy right now =))))
Sometimes, I really feel nothing towards you anymore. I stopped trying to impress you, I stopped trying to get every chance that I can to talk to you, I stopped making efforts just to have an interaction with you. So I’m pretty sure that whatever it is that I’m feeling now, it’s wayyyy less than before. Because I already stopped trying.
But the fact still remains that I still get butterflies whenever we have a close interaction with each other. I still look around for you. I still want to be updated about your life.
Maybe my feelings are really lesser than before. Maybe I just already stopped trying to get to you but it doesn’t necessarily mean that I feel nothing anymore. Maybe I will always care about you but I’m no longer a part of team that will fight for you. Maybe I just gave up. And believe it or not, I’m happier with this set up.
I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy
because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless
and they don’t want anyone else to feel like that.—Robin Williams (via seyttan)
So I wasn’t able to finish my 100 happy days challenge. They’re right, being happy for 100 happy days is not easy but that wasn’t the reason why I failed the challenge =)) I’m actually still happy until now (there are only a very few times when I become sad anyway) but I can’t continue to blog every day anymore. I mean, taking a picture of something that makes me happy for that day and blogging it became tiring, boring and redundant for me especially now that school started already. Besides, there are a lot of days when nothing in specific makes me happy so I don’t know what picture to take. There are a lot of days when I am happy just simply because there’s no reason for me to be sad. So there, I just basically got tired and bored. Haha. But kudos to myself for making it up to day 63 :)
i don’t laugh so easy anymore and everything
takes just a little more effort
and maybe some of the same things still make me happy
but nothing’s really been the same
since you forgot about me.